Down

Don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line
Hoping that I’ll find
What I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
Why do I try?
I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
Never know why
It’s coming down, down, down.

I’m not ready to let go
Cause then I’d never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up
What I’ve been wishing for

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
Never know why
It’s coming down, down, down.

Oh, I am coming down, down, down
I can’t find another way around
I don’t want to hear the sound
Of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
I never know why
It’s coming down, down, down.

Oh it’s coming down, down, down…

Melancholy

How I feel tonight…
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/stars.htm

How my life feels like at this time…
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/voyage.htm

What I really need right now…
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/others/rain.htm

That I may know Him

Torn

The most wretched of souls is the soul that does not know You…

Religous but lost, saved by God’s Grace at 72

Shattered

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am.

Do You Desire God?

The burden

When is the Cross the heaviest? While you are bearing it.

When is it no longer heavy? When you are hung on it.

If it is the Cross itself that bears you, you will not feel
anymore heaviness. You have died, so you feel no pain.

If you have truly died to self, you will feel no yoke at all.

This is the yoke that is easy and the burden that is light.

Watchman Nee

Freedom from masturbation & pornography

A Call To Anguish by David Wilkerson